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I'm trying 2 happy in front of the people...
And I did it perfectly!
Everyone also thought I m really happy...
But who will understand the sadness behind the smile?
Am I really feel happy?

A gang of friends last year...
I'm the extra one in the 7 members...
A gang of badminton friends...
I'm also the extra one...

Friends dating...
I always follow them wherever they go...
I'm also the extra one in 3 people...

They don't ever mind in front of me...
Reason is because I'm their friends...
But do you know???
I MIND IT!!!

I'm always disturbing you all...
Although you all never blame on me...
I had try to walk away...

But really feels badly and no mood...
Is this what I want to happen???
This isn't what I want!!