.............

I'm trying 2 happy in front of the people...
And I did it perfectly!
Everyone also thought I m really happy...
But who will understand the sadness behind the smile?
Am I really feel happy?

A gang of friends last year...
I'm the extra one in the 7 members...
A gang of badminton friends...
I'm also the extra one...

Friends dating...
I always follow them wherever they go...
I'm also the extra one in 3 people...

They don't ever mind in front of me...
Reason is because I'm their friends...
But do you know???
I MIND IT!!!

I'm always disturbing you all...
Although you all never blame on me...
I had try to walk away...

But really feels badly and no mood...
Is this what I want to happen???
This isn't what I want!!

爱笑的眼睛 - 林俊杰

如果不是那镜子不想你 不藏秘密
爱笑的眼睛
我还不肯相信没有你 我的笑更美丽
那天听你在电话里略带抱歉的关心
我嘟的一声切的比你说分手 彻底

泪湿的衣洗干净 阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天起 只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤 如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你 我才发现自己 那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪像躲不过的暴风雨 淋湿的昨天删去(忘记)
离开你我才找回自己 那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情，我一定让自己让自己决定(坚定)

泪湿的衣洗干净 阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天起 只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤 如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你 我才发现自己 那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪像一个人看旧电影 是我不小心而已
离开你我才找回自己 那爱笑的眼睛
再见到你我一定让自己 让自己坚定
离开你 我才发现自己 那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪像躲不过的暴风雨 淋湿的昨天删去(忘记)
离开你我才找回自己 那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情，我一定让自己让自己决定(坚定)
再见到你，我一定让自己，假装很坚定

My 16th birthday~

Tis year birthday still ok~
No birthday cake...
Just 2 present from my lovely friends...

Finally, I'm 16 years old!!
And I'm nothing to say~ =(

I make a wish which will not be achieve~
Funny rite???
Bcuz stupid people make stupid wishes...
What can I say??

I cried on my Birthday~
It isn't HAPPY at all~
Because of you I had cry and laugh~
But why??!!

Let it go~
Let it passed~
It's will be nice in my mind~
Right?? =D

At least I n0e it...
Thx =)

P.s : Happy Birthday
Ong Hao Ying!

2011.......

End of 2010...
Started a new year~~~ 2011....
HAPPY New Year~

Everyone say Happy New Year to me...
But isit really will happy in the new year???
No one knows...
But I hope so... =)

Form 4...
That I promise myself will study better, hardworking than this year...
I know mother was very disappointed to my PMR result although she didn't say...
Mother always say that I waste her money on tuition...
She had paid a lot of tuition fees since I went in my Secondary life...

If I had a new year wish...
I wish that I can overcome all my things including studies...
So that mother can save some money on me...

Ps : HAPPY New Year, my dear friends!!!